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lyrics
I've been stuck here, wondering, am I really alive? because I'm stuck here on the couch, nervous and tongue tied, and I can't get my head on straight, or even right, my hands are glued together, my eyes feel wired.
How could you call this doing just fine?
I swear, I'm about to explode and die.
I'm shut out, and I'm circling the drain, I'm at my wits end with this battle in my brain, and I know, that I might just be insane, to let myself go through this again.
I overload myself to distract from my life, It's either that or curl up and slowly wait to die, they say it gets better but it's only looking worse.
you could say I'm panicked, you could say I'm scared, but the way that I get by is to just wish myself out first, and maybe I could run far away, but that just means I'll have to face it another day.
credits
released January 26, 2018
Recorded 12/15/2017 thru 12/19/2017 by Gabe Usery at Encapsulated Records in St. Louis, Missouri.
Mixed and Mastered by Jake Ewald at The Metal Shop in Philadelphia, PA.
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